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| The Daily [Bleep] |
| 06.12.04 (9:37 am) [edit] |
June 12, 2004
Good morning, my dear and faithful readers. Today is Saturday, which means I have not had the luck or chance of seeing [bleep] today. Yet. You see, today is also the day of graduation for the class of 2004. That’s’ right. [Bleep's brother] is graduating today! I have to be at graduation to play in the band. (Yes, I am a band geek. I play the flute. Sue me.) And you know what THAT means?? Yes, that means [bleep] is going to be there to see his brother walk down the aisle. (And in a few years, [bleep's brother] will be watching me walk down a different aisle at his brother’s and my wedding!! LOL one can dream!) So anyway, I am extremely excited and thrilled to be going to graduation, all because the love of my life will be in the same room as me. (Isn’t that just sad??)
Today I am planning on going over to [1000 Lives]'s house before graduation to hang out with her and do my makeup and figure out what I’m going to wear to impress [bleep]. (Not that I think I have to impress him, but because I WANT to, so that he might talk to me!) So I should probably get going, since I don’t have very much time to get ready before I go. I promise I will be back sometime soon to keep all of you updated.
Sincerely,
Helga
Copyright 2004
LMM Headquarters, TM
:D
MUCH LATER........AFTER GRADUATION........................
(It is now 1:44 AM.)
OH MY GOSH.
I have to tell all you guys this or else I will die. I told you guys I went over to [1000 Lives]'s house today, and how I got ready over there and stuff, right? Well, [1000 Lives] and her sister made me look amazing! (Just for [Bleep]! Of course. But I got some very-unwanted attention from my old crush, , who was also graduating. I was sitting in the front row of the band, and he is sitting in the front row of the guys. While everyone is up giving their speech, is STARING AT ME AND WILL NOT STOP. Boy, I wanted to smack him one. It made me angry!! I DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE!!! YEESH!!!!
Anyhow...after playing "Pomp and Circumstance" 8 times very slowly, and after playing "Celebration" over and over again, it was finally time for the after-party thing in the school commons. I was walking around with [1000 Lives] trying to find my crush. Finally I found him by the concession stand getting cookies and lemonade. I was standing really close to the lemonade, and I was talking to [1000 Lives]. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see [Bleep] staring at me as he walked by!!! I wanted to talk to him SO BAD but I just CAN'T!! I can't bring myself to do that because I am so dang shy!! And here we are with only two days of school left, and I'm not going to see him for another 3 months!! (I think I'm going to go cry now!!) But anyway, that was really cool that he was staring at me (not that it's anything he hasn't done before, though). It's really sad. I can't go on like this!!!!! I need him!!!!
Yeah, [1000 Lives] is staying over for the night. She's in the other room asleep right now, and I know I won't be able to go to sleep anytime soon because my mind is taken up by thoughts of his beautiful face and voice. We were watching "Les Miserables," and it just killed me to hear Eponine sing of her undying love for him. Heck, I [u][b][i]AM[/i][/b][/u] Eponine, for crying out loud!! And while he was singing "A Heart Full of Love" I was wishing he was singing to me!!
So yeah...that's basically all that's happened since I last wrote this morning. I'm so pathetic!! (I can honestly say that I have never had a crush on anybody THIS bad...not even with , and I liked him for 2 years!!!)
Thanks to you all for reading. Talk to you later.
Sincerely,
Helga
Copyright 2004
LMM Headquarters, TM
:D
P.S. Check this out! This basically sums up everything I feel about my crush right now!
"On My Own"--Lyrics from "Les Miserables," sung by Eponine, of her undying love for Marius. ([Bleep] played Marius in the play in case you've forgotten.)
[i]And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home without a friend
Without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
I can make believe he's here
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In the rain the pavement shines like [b]silver [/b]
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers
I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life
I've only been pretending
Without me
His world would go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known
I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own. [/i]
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| The Daily [Bleep] |
| 06.12.04 (9:17 am) [edit] |
June 11, 2004
Hello everyone, and welcome to the Daily [bleep]. My name is Helga. (Well, not really, but we will refer to me, the author, as that for the time being. Although Little Miss Marius fits me perfectly as well. But never mind that for the time being.) Anyhow, welcome to my world. I hope you will enjoy your stay. This being my first journal entry, I will tell you a little about me.
I am a girl who has a crush on a supremely hot guy named [bleep].
See? I told you it was a little. LOL just kidding. I’ll tell you more, if you insist. I am currently a junior in high school, and [bleep] just so happens to be a freshman. I don’t mind the age difference…he’s too perfect for that to matter! Now I will proceed to tell you A LOT about him. Prepare yourself, this could take months!
I first saw [bleep] last November, at a Music Boosters banquet, where our school’s top choir group, called “[The Funky Chickens]”, were performing. I noticed him singing in the small ensemble choir, and my Automatic Hot Guy Radar went off at full intensity. And when I heard him sing, I was amazed. He has the voice of an angel! But unfortunately during this time, I was infatuated with a different guy named . Now, is really hot. I will give him that. But he is NOTHING compared to [bleep] now. Not at ALL! Unfortunately I was too blind to see how wrong I was back then.
After the banquet I would sometimes (but rarely) see [bleep] in the hallway and my heart would jump a little, but because of my then-undying infatuation with I could not bring myself to (heaven forbid) have a crush on a DIFFERENT guy. How terrible! How horrible! How what an idiot I was!!
So then May came along. And a play came along. My school was putting on a Spring Production of [i]Les Miserables[/i], a French play written by Victor Hugo and set during the French Revolution. I knew that this play was a HUGE undertaking by the students and staff at our school, because the play is so well known and is so challenging. (There isn’t a single spoken part in the play—it is all singing.) I bought tickets right away because of that, and also because a few of my friends were in it and I wanted to support them. But guess who else was in it? Yes, that is correct: [BLEEP]! And he played one of the major characters, Marius!! (Hence…Little Miss Marius!)
On May 15, I went to [i]Les Miserables[/i], and I emerged a different, changed person. (One of my best friends, [1000 Lives], also went that night…hold that thought.) When I saw [bleep] for the first time (and I don’t mean to sound corny or anything, but there’s no avoiding it), SPARKS LITTERALLY FLEW. I was in love at first sight. (Well, not the FIRST but you get the idea.) He was AMAZING. I will never forget his angelic voice, his sexy face, and his amazing ability to make every single, single female in the audience that night swoon with utter passion.
After the show, I went up to [1000 Lives] and told her about me not liking anymore. She didn’t believe me at first, but then she did after I kept going on and on about how hot [bleep] was. (And he IS!! I can’t stress that enough!!) So, we were there after the show. All of the cast members were out talking to people and were being congratulated, fawned over, etc…Well, I had the nerve to go up to [bleep] and tell him what a great job he did. HE TURNED BEET RED. I’m not kidding. [1000 Lives] saw it too. As I was turning to leave, HE GAVE ME A HUG. I was like “OHH MYYY GOSSHHHH!!!! And afterwards [1000 Lives] told me my face was purple, but not as purple as his was. Heehee!!
So anyway, I went back to school on Monday and I immediately went to the office to sign up to order a video of the show, because I am just pathetic like that. I was just floating on cloud nine. I couldn’t get him out of my head all weekend, and I felt a twinge of nervousness every day before school in hopes of seeing him in the halls or something. (Which I did, a few times! ) A lot of people told me I seemed VERY happy and confident that week! That week I found out that he had the same lunch as me. I noticed him sometimes looking over toward my table, and I would look back at him, and he would look away like he was embarrassed. This seemed very suspicious to [1000 Lives] and me so I began to hope and wonder if he had started to develop a crush on me. I then found out there was going to be a Choir Concert on May 20th. I instantaneously called [1000 Lives] and asked her to come with me. She did, and here are ALL of the details.
We were sitting in the front row. When the choir came out on the stage, [bleep] noticed that I was there, and he got this deer-in-the-headlights look on his face, and I could tell he was really nervous the rest of the evening. Then, [1000 Lives] purposely dropped her concealer, which rolled across the floor in front of him, and told me to get it. I picked it up (under protest) and when I sat back down she told me that he was watching me the whole time. (LOL!)
Later, after the choir was done performing, they said they were going to do an encore of scenes from [i]Les Miserables[/i], as a request from the seniors. At the angle [1000 Lives] and I were sitting, I could see backstage behind the curtain because the light hit it just right. During the scenes when [bleep] was backstage, I could see him peeking out from behind the curtain to look at me!! I saw him and looked back and smiled at him, and he hid!! LOL! We did this about 4 times! And when it was his turn to sing, he looked EXTREMELY nervous when he was doing his scene. It was so cute!! He kept looking at me the rest of the evening!
The day after the concert at school (Friday), [1000 Lives] was talking to one of the girls in the choir named [Rosie]. [1000 Lives] had made a comment about how well [bleep] did at the concert, and [Rosie] said "Yeah. He was acting really weird last night. He kept pacing around and looking around, and he said he was hoping some girl was going to be there!" [1000 Lives] then asked her if that "some girl" showed up, and she said, "I think so, because he stopped looking around everywhere. But I could tell he was really nervous! And when we were backstage he said he didn't want to do his scene because he didn't want to 'betray the girl in the audience!'"
LOL!!! Isn't that the cutest thing??? (During his scene he had to sing "A Heart Full of Love" to a girl named [Grr], who played Cosette, if that explains the betrayal.) Aww!!
So yeah... HE LIKES ME!!!
On the Tuesday after that, I was performing at the spring band concert. And guess who showed up?? Yes! Correct again!! [bleep] was there with his brother, [bleep's brother], and I about freaked out and peed my pants when I saw [bleep]. But before that, as [1000 Lives] and I were walking into the school, I was talking about how I really wanted [bleep] to be there and how I wondered if he was going to show up. (Hold that thought as well.)
During the concert, I could see where he was sitting in the audience. He was sitting by [bleep's brother]. I saw him point me out to his brother, and I’m not kidding you…during the whole time when I was on stage, he was looking over the person in front of him TO GET A BETTER LOOK AT ME. The person in front of him had an insanely large head, and he was literally looking over this person’s head at me. Isn’t that cute?? But…there is a catch to all of what happened that evening. As soon as I met up with my parents after the concert, my mom told me that [BLEEP] WAS WALKING BEHIND [1000 Lives] AND ME AS WE WERE GOING INTO THE SCHOOL. (Remember how I told you about our little conversation about him??) Yeah, so I basically wanted to curl up and die an excruciatingly painful death somewhere in a corner by the time I found that out. But it was all okay in the end…
Ever since the time when he hugged me after the play, [bleep] hasn’t kept his eyes off of me. At all. Seriously. For instance: I was walking down the hallway a few minutes before lunch was over to put my backpack in my next class. When I came back up the hall, I was behind [bleep] and a couple of his friends. His friend kept turning around and then would whisper to [bleep], who then would turn around and look at me. It was cute! And then, as I got closer to them, I heard his friend say, “Don’t be an idiot, [bleep]! Just talk to her!” and then [bleep] said “Shh!! She’s RIGHT THERE!!!” I could hardly contain myself. I ran into the library, where [1000 Lives] was and basically shouted all of what just happened to her. I was delirious with excitement!!! Not a single day has gone by since then when I haven’t seen him look at me at least once. I really think he has a crush on me, and if he doesn’t, I don’t know what it is!
Well, me being the blabbermouth that I am, I ended up telling my friend [Arwen] about my newfound love. [Arwen] is friends with [bleep's brother]. (There’s another thought for you to hold!) A few days later, she told me that she had gone up to [bleep] and asked if he had an email address so that “my friend could talk to you.” According to [Arwen], he looked “very pleased and interested,” but said that he didn’t have an email address; however, if I wanted to talk to him I could email him through His brother, and he gave [Arwen] the address.
After this, I was feeling rather distraught and confused, because I thought [bleep] would think that I’m some crazy psychopath stalker. So I had [1000 Lives]help me write an email to him, explaining the situation. (I saved the email on my computer, and I will add it to this blog when I have the time.)
This didn’t go over too well. Last week, one of my choir friends was in the band room and we were talking, and we got on the subject of [bleep]. (Gee...I wonder how THAT came about...lol!) She then told me that [bleep's brother] was freaking out about the email I sent. He was like "Who is this person?" and somebody pointed me out. Then he was like "Well, tell her to stop emailing me!" So then I was really sad about that, because obviously [bleep] didn't read it, and on top of that, his brother thought I was a freak. I then told [1000 Lives] what happened and I was really sad.
Then last Friday happened. I was actually gone most of the day, but I came back at the end of school. [1000 Lives] came up to me and here is how our conversation went:
[1000 Lives]: You are going to kill me.
Me: Why?? (Eyes get big.)
[1000 Lives]: I...uh...talked to [bleep's brother]...
Me: YOU DID WHAT?! (Said about 10 octaves higher than I intended.)
[1000 Lives]: Don't worry...I fixed things.
Me: Fixed things? Please explain.
[1000 Lives] went up to him in band and was like "Hey [bleep's brother], you know my friend , right?" At first he didn't remember, but then he was like "Oh yeah! Is that the girl that emailed me a love letter to my brother?!" (It was NOT a love letter, for the record!) And [1000 Lives] said "Yes, that is the girl that emailed you. Anyway, I think you should know that it was all a huge misunderstanding." She then told him what happened with [Arwen] and how she asked [bleep] for his email, and the whole story. Apparently, [bleep's brother] was laughing about it and joking around, and he's not mad at all or anything!
Then this week, [bleep's brother] has been giving me really weird looks whenever he sees me. (Keep in mind, while all of this is going on, [bleep] keeps staring at me at lunch and basically whenever he sees me.... that has been going on since the play…LOL!) I think [bleep's brother] has probably told [bleep] that I like him, which is really kinda embarrassing! lol
Then, Thursday came along. We had the senior assembly where they give out all the awards to the seniors. I was sitting directly across the gym from [bleep]. Every time I looked at him (at least every 5 seconds!) HE WAS STARING AT ME!! After the assembly, school was out and I had to go to the band room to get my flute. We got our yearbooks on Monday, and [bleep] was sitting on the steps (on the stage) all by himself, so I took that opportunity to ask him to sign my yearbook! And he did!! The whole time, I could tell he was really nervous because he was shaking (lol) and it took him FOREVER to write this:
"Hey , I barely know you but oh well, I hope we can talk next year. See you then!" --[bleep] [bleep's last name].
After he was done I thanked him and he said, "You're welcome." (Heehee.) He then got up and was like "I'll see you later?"…(said in kind of a questioning tone) and while he said it he turned to me and smiled! So there I was, floating on clouds, when [bleep's brother] shows up. Yeah. Go figure. lol
So I asked [bleep's brother] to sign my yearbook. This is GREAT. You will laugh, I promise. ([1000 Lives]did...lol)
"--
Is this the email girl? Well, though I've never met you, I'm sure you're a cool person! Try to get to know [bleep], he is a cool guy. Have a great summer, and God Bless!! Sincerely, [bleep's brother]"
Yeah...isn't that GREAT? lol!!
So yeah...all this week [bleep] has been looking at me, as usual. Oh!! And also, last Friday, after I talked to [1000 Lives], [bleep] had just got back from swimming in PE and he walked past me and when he got a few feet ahead of me, he turned completely around and looked at me. (Could he make himself any more obvious? lol!!) He's so cute!!! And [1000 Lives] also told me that he looked very lonely on Friday when I was gone. She said he kept looking around at lunch and looked extremely sad. (Awww!!) So...I think it's pretty much safe to conclude that he likes me! (We're just both too shy to talk to each other! [Arwen] said that [bleep] is one of the shyest guys she knows!)
Yeah. So then today, I saw [bleep] at lunch and he was looking at me again!! And after school, I had to stay and get help from one of my teachers, and by the time I was done the school was locked, so I had to go around to the front and enter through the office door. You’ll never guess who was standing in the parking lot by that door. [BLEEP] AND [BLEEP'S BROTHER]. (And a group of people around them, there for who-knows-what reason.) When I walked by, [bleep's brother] pointed at me and nudged [bleep], and [bleep] looked at me the whole time as I was walking into the school. I wanted to talk to him so bad but I’m just SO SHY!!! I can’t help it. Besides, there was that group of people around him; there was no way I was gonna talk to him, no matter how bad I wanted to. I’ve wanted to talk to him for the past month (and still haven’t really, other than asking him to sign my yearbook!) I’m too bashful for my own good.
See? I told you that was a lot of information!!
I got the [i]Les Miserables[/i] video today. I watched it and freaked out whenever he was on screen. My mom was kind of annoyed at that, but I couldn’t help it. True love is true love, and I feel like I am entitled to freak out because of it. (I mean, wouldn’t you??)
So there you have it. That is everything you needed to know in order to understand my undying love for [bleep]. I promise my future articles will not be this long, unless something wonderful happens and I just HAVE to, like I did in this one.
Sincerely,
Helga
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| I'm Spongebob!! |
| 06.09.04 (5:46 pm) [edit] |
Hey Everyone!!
I'm in the middle of a conversation so I'm not going to say much right now, but I took a quiz on which Spongebob character I am and I am Spongebob!! LOL!
YES, REALLY, TRUELY, YOU ARE SPONGEBOB THE SPONGE!
!!!WHAT SPONGEBOB CHARACTER ARE YOU!!!
brought to you by Quizilla
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| Hello All You Happy Peoples |
| 06.07.04 (7:34 pm) [edit] |
What's up everyone??
My name is...well actually I choose to remain anonymous for now. I chose to start this blog because I am very BORED right now. And I have other reasons, which we will get to later... :twisted:
I didn't mean to scare you. I'm just having a little fun. And boy, did I have fun today. I SAW MY CRUSH!!
I LOVE HIM!!!! HE'S SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I gotta go for now, so I'll write more later.
Love, Silver Comet
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